OHTRACY!

2011-05-17T23:05:00.004+08:00

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2011-05-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii! Finally got one of the many things done! that is to visit the dentist for a check-up (which totally freaked me out again)! Something off my mind for now :) Went to Zouk/Phuture on both Wednesday & Saturday nights! Awesomeeeee. It's been agessssss! ;> I'll blog soon again, BYEE.

2011-05-08T15:54:00.004+08:00

When the waves are taking you under,

Went for a swim at Jurong Safra last Saturday or Sunday. (Shit, I think I've serious STM. Lately I can't seem to remember things! It's for reallllllllll. I wonder what's wrong, seriously. I used to have pretty good memory until lately! Scary.. am I growing old or what?) I like it there because there isn't much crowd even on a weekend! Peaceful much :) Maybe because their pools aren't open to public? Mainly for their members' & guests' use.
The weather is crazily warm these days & really, swimming will be one of the best things to do!
B totally does not have any stamina when it comes to swimming & I honestly wonder how did he manage to pass his swimming test in Airforce! ;>
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Other than the long weekend, I guess last week has been a pretty unpleasant week.. I never liked quarreling and having arguments with him. Honestly, I wish I could be less negative about things. I think a lot all the time and sometimes, thinking too much really kills. I'm not kidding you here. I just have to STOP thinking so much and STOP being a worrywart! Please give me the strength to be a more optimistic person. It's so tiring, really.

PS. Thanks for the surprise yesterday, dear ♥ All these are just gonna make us stronger right? :)

2011-05-04T09:50:00.001+08:00

I'm trying so hard not to cry, i'm really trying so bloody hard not to but i still did. we weren't like this before. it hurts so much to know how things are becoming like this. at the end of the day, i'm questioning and doubting myself all over again. i know i've got to be so much stronger than this. we'll be fine somehow, won't we?
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2011-05-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

We weren't like this.
Distant. Bitterness.

2011-04-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

My naked sushi w/o seaweed! So cute right ;>

cuteboy88 :D

I feel like eating this nowwwwww!

Yummyyyyy :D

<3

HAHAHA.

After 10% discount! That's the reason why we should use DBS visa!

Okay! I know I took ages to post these pictures here. It's already the end of April! (omg why am I always saying it's already the end of this, it's already the end of that?! just goes to show how insanely time flies!)
Wokayz! B's 23 already! How old right. My 20th birthday is still like 7months away! Old man, I could see his wrinkles & crow's feet whenever he smiles really widely! Sign of ageing baby! Treated B to a really different dinner! Made a reservation at Hyatt's Oasis because he's a crazy meat lover, plus the free flow of beer & margaritas.. && the poolside dinning.. it's $78++ per head for a solely meat&bbq buffet. The price is alright howeverrrrrr, we decided to change the venue of our dinner because when we saw the place, it just doesn't look as good as we thought! Thank god there's Carousel's international buffet, which is just opposite of Hyatt! $75++ per person for that, I think it's definitely more worth it than Oasis's! Quite a variety and I LOVE their desserts! I know right, my camera didn't do those food justice! Overall, not too bad! I'll rate it 3.5 out of 5! :D I'd recommend! Our next buffet will be Hyatt's Straits Kitchen! YAYYY can't wait because I think that is really awesome! (& it's only $55++ per head! why not??!)

Nothing fanciful but I think it's the thoughts that counts & what matter most is we've each other :) ♡ heehee. Y'know how relationships can really be an angel yet a bitch at times? It's the process that matters & at the end of the day, it's back to trust once more. Love your partners right, people!

Oh & by the way, I did one to one exchange for my blackberry! The previous one was giving me way too many problemsxzzz! Ask me for my new BB pin! I'm not going to put it here again after getting some weird anonymous requests on BBM!

It's once again the extended weekend! Omggggg love it so. I'll be going swimmingggggggggg tomorrow! Happy extended weekend folks! :D

2011-04-26T00:10:00.004+08:00

Kind of miss my samsung wave.

Have uploaded pictures of B's birthday celebration in a post but I'm too sleepy to blog now. TBC tomorrow kay! I think I'm growing old boy.. I used to be able to sleep at 1am and wake up at 6am for school (couldn't remember why I was always staying up till so late at night, but definitely not mugging for A's.. which explains why I did horridly terrible..) Yessssssss and now? I've difficulty even waking up at 8am when I'm still sleeping at 1am almost everyday! Believe it or not, I snooze my alarm for like an hour from Monday to Friday (very boring days of the week!) before I'm willing to crawl out of bed.
Time check: 12.34am
Wokayz, I'm off to bed!

2011-04-21T22:49:00.004+08:00

Sentosa; Azzura Part 2

Peekchurezz credits to Chew's g12 & her editing work! :D
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2nd last weekend of April, here comes the long weekend! It's really crazy how we're already almost at the end of April. Honestly, I dread the coming of May :( Not only will B be leaving in May, I've to go to the dentist AGAIN :((( I'm so upset with the all those teeth problems, seriously.. y'know how I fucking hate to go to the dentist?! I was so frightened the previous visit to the extent that I actually CRIED in front of the dentist, the nurse and B who accompanied me in. Whateverrrrrrr, I'm just THIS terrified. Okay, I shall stop about the teeth and dentist thing because I can go on and on and on about it. Sometimes I secretly wish that a tooth fairy will come by at night to heal all those whatever nonsense problemsxzzz, magicallyyyyy.
If only rightttttttt.. too good to be true.

Fell ill on Monday and was feeling awfully terrible! Was so weak that my legs actually jellied.. Fever.. & vomited. It's been quite some time since I last threw up. Totally disgustinggggg because I actually threw up my lunch. Yucks.
My appetite isn't exactly back yet.. wonder if it's because of the stomach flu, or is it because of my teeth. Okay fine, maybe both. Damnittt, I seriously need to stop worrying about my teeth. Worrying about too many things in life is definitely making one age faster!

I want to do something fun soon!!! ;> :D ;>
HAPPY WEEKEND TO ALLLLLLL!

PS. MY BLACKBERRY IS PMS-INGGG AGAIN. PHAILLLLL MAX.

2011-04-17T22:10:00.005+08:00

Sentosa; Azzura (Part1)

PS. 2 weeks ago!

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Did I mention that I've started giving tuition to this sec1 boy? Everybody's having tuition these days because of how the educational system is crafted to be. I was so shocked at one of the assignments which I happened to come across last month. A parent looking for a tutor for her 2years old toddler?! It's crazy man, seriously. Education is not only competitive, it's also expensive! Y'know what? A newspaper article once reported that University fees will hit $100k by 2020!!! Ohmygoddddd.

Tomorrow's Monday AGAIN. Totally hate this Sunday-Monday feeling. Don't we all feel the same, seriously? Weekdazesssssssss, nothing to look forward to, nothing to be excited about. Kay byeeeeee.

2011-04-12T00:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 23RD BIRTHDAY BABYYY! ♥♥♥
PS. 6th birthday celebration ;>
xoxo! :D

2011-04-11T00:23:00.008+08:00

REBEL/ZIRCA/NANA PART2

The Wilsons.

Picture no.1

Picture no.2; eyes still closed. Failllllllll hahahaha.

Martell's forever our Nana drink.

Couldn't remember if they were sober yet. Haha! Miss crazy nights with them! :>

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12.38am. It's technically Monday already. Yet another weekend down, B's leaving in what 7weeks time? :(

ps. i'll continue blogging later in the day because i'm using my bb to publish this now!

oookay it's damn hard to blog using my bb so i can only continue tomorrow. by the way, yesterday's birthday celebration was greattttt :) heeheehee! luv'y baby! €

2011-04-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

PS. This is super candid! LOLLL.

BE RIGHT BACK!
In the midst of preparing tomorrow's surprise! I'll blog again later! Kbye!! ;>

2011-04-04T22:36:00.004+08:00

Babyyyyy will be touching down in another 45mins time! YAYYY, he's finally coming home! :) Y'know how I always have tons of things to blog about but I'm just too lazy to type everything out when I come to this page. Guess what's on my replay list now?? All my life - K-Ci & JoJo / Because you loved me - Celine Dion / Nothing's gonna change my love for you - Glenn Mederios. All the love songsssss! Realise how I'll get so gaga over these old school love songs once in a while. It's really nice .. really. ♥

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

2011-03-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

Thursday.

This boy scoot off to Taiwan yesterday for holiday! How good life right! That silly head called me twice already! Tsktskkk, I swear his bill is gonna burst this month. Know what? He could still happily bbm/whatsapp me last night. That boy uhhh.. Y'know how I always think he doesn't really care about me, actually, I think I'm wrong. The first thing he asked when he called just now was, "Where are you?" HAHA. So unlike him, seriously! & I could feel that he misses me & my calls. Hahahaha :D ♥♥ I miss you too, baby!

Right, so I went to cut & dye my hair yesterday. Sometimes I really hate how my hair is growing so frigging quickly! :((( I swear you wouldn't like it if your hair keeps growing and those rootzzz, omggg which means dye & dye all over again. Oh btw I snipped off about 2-3inches of my hair? Yay, I like :)
Heading to CP tomorrow evening with Chew to get cheap lootz. Sighhhhhh, lately I've been buying & buying & buying & buying new clothes every week.. Terrible. I doubt I'll be able to do this when school starts. I've to start giving tuitionnnnnn! Have been saying about this since donkey years ago! Till the cows come home uh. Wheeeeeee and suntanning on Saturday! ;> heehee. Club? Everybody's busy so .. siannn :< See, I just have to keep myself occupied right.

PS. B's 23rd is in a week's time! Ohmygwadh. I've to stop procrastinating. Okay, for real, for real!!!
Celebration's on Saturdayyy!

2011-03-27T22:44:00.006+08:00

REBEL/ZIRCA/NANA PART1.

I like this :D

LOLLL. HAPPY BOYS.

Gone. Hahahaaa.

PS. Rebel & Zirca night! Pictures at Nana in another post soon!
Steal the night, kill the night. High on alcohol, too awesome.
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12 midnight. Weekend with B was as usual, awesome & good :) The confirmation came last Thursday.. so he will be leaving for overseas training in another 8 weeks time. He'll be leaving for 4 months :( 4 fucking months, I can't bear this. No separation is easy, I swear.
I foresee that I'll probably cry at river at the boarding gate.
Damn :( Sighhhhh, I'll blog about this in another post.. just not now :(((

On a happier note, I just got to know that his sis will be having her R.O.M. come this November! & his buddy will be having his wedding on the same day as well. Omggg, happiness! Feel so happy for these people :) Y'know how I used to have this thought of being a wedding planner.. weddings, how sweet, how exciting, how blissful! Awww.. totally love to look at those pretty wedding photos! One of my favourite quotes; Happy people are beautiful. So apt! :D

2011-03-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

When I was a kid ..

Mommypotz.

Papa.

Couzz.

Lita.

When I was a toddler, I WAS SO FRIGGING CUTEZZ. Hahahahaaa self-praise, but it's true! Damnittt, why did I look so cute? HAHA. Omggg, I was (so sadddd! yalah WAS. once a upon a time) such an adorable kid please. Mushroom-head :D
Now now, let me show you a picture of Wilson Ang (& his sister). OMGGG, SO CUTE TOO RIGHTTTTT! Cutezz mannnnn. I think I would have fallen for him even way back then! HAHAHA ♡♡♡

WILSON JR ♡ The cute little boy :)

PS. It's Thursday already! 2 more dazess to the weekenddddd!

2011-03-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Sick.

Omggggg, I'm like a sick meoww now. Have been coughing so hard till my tears came out, till my eye-liner smudged, till I feel like throwing up. Not kidding you. Goshhh I can cough my lungs and heart out already!! Terrible :( & it's damn weird how I'm having a blocked nose only now! Damnit, blocked nose --> sore throat --> cough. Please do not let this cycle repeat! I swear I'm feeling extremely awful now. Boohooooooooo :(((

I was so freaked out by some asshole yesterday! This guy came up to me and asked me, "Can I get to know you? I give you my number." I was thinking like fcuk, NO. He was so persistent, I swear. He actually FOLLOWED ME and kept asking me the same question over and over again!! Omg please, what the shit right?!! That guy totally freaked me out. Disgusting. I was so afraid that he might be tailing me home! MYGWADDD, who knows right! Moreover it was already pretty late!! Seriously.

12.02am.
There goes the weekend & it's Monday once more.
I'm starting to feel the Monday bluezz already.. Not very exciting.

2011-03-18T22:34:00.005+08:00

Oakham Market @ Ann Siang Hill

PS. Few Saturdazesss back.
Ann Siang Hill, awesome place to put your camera on self-timer.
HAHA :>

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The 'sick' package:
01. Cold
02. Fever
03. Sore throat
04. Sexy voice
05. Cough

It's so frigging annoying how I've to KEEP clearing my throat,
like .. *AHEMMMZAHEMM* I hate it when I have a sore throat. I'm losing my voiceeeeeee, terrible maxxx :( Drinking lots of water & popping lozenges .. it goes on.

xoxo,
Tracy

2011-03-14T19:29:00.008+08:00

Built to last ♥

HAHAHA! The big head and small body boy! ♥
Used to be my wallpaper, bbm pict & fb pict,

♥♥♥ cutezz

PS. Few Saturdays back :)
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Monday is usually an oh.very.sleepy.day! Honestly, I think the weekends are forever too short!! :( Time critical. Boohoo.
B's going to Taiwan for FUN at the end of this month. Siannnnn.. I know a 6 days trip isn't very long but still :((( He better get me some pretty things there!!
It's horrible how I will ALWAYS buy something whenever I step into Forever21! I should really get rid of those clothes which I doubt I'll ever wear again because I'm hanging 3 pieces of top/dress on every hanger already.(not kidding!) Tsktsk. Ahhh but then again, which girl can resist those pretty clothes/accessories! OMG, I CAN'T. Shopping in Singapore is so boring. I wish there are more places to shop other than the usual and those blogshopz!

Saturday was pretty faillllllllllllllll. The guys were ... We got denied of entry to Butter for the 2nd time!! How annoying. Previously was because it was fullhouse & Saturday was just failllllllllllllll. I miss Butterrrrrrrrrr :( Headed to Rebel/Zirca instead. I swear Pam & Chew were damn high and slightly drunk that night! The two girllllllllllz were super hilarious. They couldn't even remember that I took a video of them talking rubbish!

I've uploaded the video on fb! Not going to post it here.

"Plug it in & turn me on."

2011-03-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

MIDWEEK; 12.09AM

Oakham Market with Pam on Saturday!
Hahaha and why oh why are we always doing retarded things? Hoho!

PS. I can't upload pictures till Friday because I left my entire makeup pouch which has my thumbdrive in it, at my boyf's house. Tskkk, annoying much.

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Omg, I honestly do not know why there are people saying that he's FAT. LOLLL. He  still looks like a skinny monkey to me, especially in the picture above  albeit what others say!!
 FYI, I've this liking for guys in uniform. HAHAHAHAHA! I love my boyf in no.4!! *melts* HAHA what the shittttt, I sound like some sicko pervert but whateverrrrrr! No.3 is like .. hahaha :>
 

On replay: Never gonna leave this bed; Maroon 5

2011-03-05T11:34:00.002+08:00

Look how time flies, this was taken almost a year ago. (I haven't been wearing brown/grey coloured lenses since ages!) Amazing how time flies. Twin cousz got their A-levels results today and I'm glad that they did pretty fine! PS. Congrats to Kenneth Teh UNCLE who did awesomely well but refused to admit it! I can't believe it has already been a year since I got my A-levels reults! (Omggg, my atrocious results. Aren't even worth mentioning! I am extremely ashamed of my results. Haha, seriously okay. To the extent that when my mom compared my results to my cousz, I was so reluctant to even mention those grades again, even to her!! Okay, whatever. It's been a year.)
Self-note for March: SIM's registration; which I missed last year. Reapply for relief teaching because I missed the renewal period last Dec! (Omg, what the hellz). Plan B's 23rd birthday; something different. Find some tutoring to do. Go to the salon. Visit USS! & club, HAHAHA ;) yayyy, next Sat! Awesomezz ♡ ♡

Right, I was furious like 3 days ago? Thought about it, I can't be upset for long. Life goes on. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile; To me, one of those reasons is definitely love. ♡ Oh, loveeee..

PPS. Kay! I'm off to meet Pam!

2011-03-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

What the fuck? I don't believe this. Hello? It's my reputation we're talking about now. Thanks man, honestly, THANKS. I look fucking retarded now. What will others think? Seriously?!! What will people think of me really matters! What the fuck man. Okay, it's my bloody fault. I should have just kept quiet and shouldn't even have told you a single shit about how I feel. So much for being possessive and paranoid. Fucking useless. I'm so sick and tired of this. Okay, FUCK IT. I should just fucking change. I quit. FUCK.

2011-03-01T10:15:00.004+08:00

NANA;

PS. Nana; some time in Jan. I swear I looked extremely horrible that night because of my red eye :(

Went to the doc yesterday because my eye was hurting too much like a bitch. Got MC for 2 days, that explains why I'm home today! :D Awesomezz. Thought of doing relief teaching today but I realised that I've not renewed my contract. (fyi, the application will expire after a certain period of time.) My eye looks so much better than yesterday but should I like self-proclaim another day of mc tomorrow? HAHA. I wouldn't want to put on my contact lenses until my eye fully recovers.. in case of infection righttttt. I can't believe I actually wear my lenses 6/7 times a week.. I know how contact lenses are bad for the eyes, especially coloured ones.. but what to do. Contact lenses are one of the best inventions ever. Well, at least to me :)

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Scallop topz everywhere on blogshops! I'm pretty annoyed with VGY for taking more than a day to get back to me, only to tell me that their scallop topz are sold out. I want that mint chiffon one!! :( I can't wait to receive my sheer top from addicthief nowww. Recently I have this liking for sheer and collared blouses.. heeheehee :>

Today's only Tuesday & tomorrow's only Wednesday! Can the weekend come soon, pretty please?

2011-02-27T16:33:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I hate having mood swings. I reasoned things out by asking myself why should I allow myself to get so affected. True, I know it myself that I do not have to be so affected by this, but then again, I can't. Okay, what the hell man. What the hell is wrong.
Perfection is not all about control, it's about letting go.
Life is bittersweet, so is love. It's true.

My right eye hurts like a bitch.
Give me a week of break like how I used to be entitled to the March holidays.
& I know, I should stop acting like a bitch too.

2011-02-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

Phuture, no. Butter, no.
OMGGG, I've to say no because I can't go laaaaa :(((
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... :(

2011-02-22T00:24:00.003+08:00

MINE ♥

Too strong for too long & I can't be without you, baby.
My crankiness is the ultimate. Ultimate, I swear. Sometimes it really makes me wonder if I'm sane..
Whatever man, love is madness & indeed it is.
PS. I still think my boyf is so cutezzzxxxzz ♥ Heehee :D

2011-02-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

Afrojack - Take over control
Fucking love this song. Awesomezz ♥

2011-02-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

Th week before CNY ..

Hiiiii, Happy Valentine's.
My boyfriend may be the most unromantic guy in the world, & I may be the kind of girl who's totally into romance .. but I still love him ♥♥ It's true when they say, "When love is not madness, it is not love."
I've said this before, you're one of the best things that could ever happen to me, baby ♥
This still holds :)

2011-02-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

One of those important things to do in life is to be happy.

Life can be beautiful, it depends on how you look at it.
It's either half empty or half full.

2011-02-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

One of those Saturdays in Jan ..

Chicken rice @ Margaret Drive!

Kim Gary is one of our fav dine-ins now :D Like shiok only!

The four days of CNY break is overrrrrrr. It's funny how (initially) I didn't want CNY to come so soon and how I didn't want the holiday to end now. Are human like that or is it just me? I'm always contradicting myself. In any case, I'm thankful for the 4days of break! :) Now, now, when will the next holiday come?

Anywayyyyyyy, I've gotten a BB! I kind of regretted getting the white one.. ahhhhhh, never mind. I still find myself touching the screen thinking that I'm using a touch-phone. Hahahahaha I swear it's damn lame. It's just like how I got so amused when Elaine touched the BB screen thinking that she would click on something because she's way too used to her iphone. LOL. So what's the one big thing that I like about BB? Definitely the BBM!!! It's totally like .. FUN. I can't believe I'm saying this. Hahahaha, I'm contradicting myself AGAIN. Againnnnnnn.

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Somebody please enlighten me.. What is retro beauty mannnnn?!!
So weirdddddddddd!!!

2011-02-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

I'm surprised that the cny goodies aren't of any appeal to me this year.
I'm b-o-r-e-d.

2011-01-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

Happy three friends; some time in Jan.

Love letter from Pam :D

All the shopping, clubbing, sun-tanning & doing weird things on the streets .. I miss having crazy fun with these girlssssssssssss.
Can you believe it's already 31st Jan?
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ATTN: I'M SELLING MY SAMSUNG WAVE FOR BLACKBERRY. PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED :D
For enquiries: formspring.me/tracysays
tracy91_blueocean@Hotmail.com

I thought I might as well get the same phone as Wilson Ang since he will be getting BB this month. Tskkk.. for the bbm.. I don't know if it's worth it. My wave is only 4/5 months old(IN SUPER GOOD CONDITION OKAY!) Awesome camera which takes really sharp pictures (better than my 12.1mp camera!) & the personalised apps which I like etcetc .. It's somewhat similar to iphone.. I'm giving it up for BB.. so reluctant to.. What's so good about BB?!@#$%+*&^!@#$%$%
B, you better make sure that getting a BB is a wise choice otherwise you're going to get me another new phone! Hoooooooo ..
I still prefer my wave touch-phone to a BB :(

2011-01-28T22:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY PEOPLE ARE BEAUTIFUL.

2011-01-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

Rebel/Zirca/Nana: Our vodka shots

Some random guy insisted on taking a picture of us like this, that explains whyyyyy.

Wilson K.'s one minute of fame.

Eugene's picture of the night.

The sweet & happy couple :D

LOL. I think this picture looks super awkward. (Ah Nes's idea!)

Some weird aunty in her own world.

PS. Check out fb for more of Chew's 'awesome-photography'. 20 okay!

I think this was 2 weeks back?

Guess what? We got high outside Butter & didn't manage to get in because it was a frigging full-house that night! We were like that close to getting in. Damn annoyed righttttttttt!!
Okay, so what did we do to get high? Extremely hilarious. We had Ling's vodka. (Vodka neat okay!) Our own 'vodka shots' (we drank like 70ml each with only a few sips of coke) HAHAHA. I swear I didn't expect myself to feel the kick within half an hour because I seldom get high on alcohol, seriously. (not that I'm saying that I've high alcohol tolerance, but you know.. HAHA) Yes, & then somehow we started talking extremely loudly among ourselves which got our beloved dajie (Jas) super embarrassed. LOL. I swear we were totally embarrassing ourselves because people were staring at us & we seriously didn't give a damn. HAHAHA. It was hell stupid because the high-ness wore off after an hour, we were back to being sane & kind of stopped doing stupid & crazy things. That was when we decided to head to rebel/zirca through the groove which was fucking packed because of the after-POP thing! Omg. I didn't know how I managed to get the girls to the dancefloor because it was seriouslyyyyyyyyy crowded!! I swearrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Left the girls at 3 & went over to Nana to meet B & friends. I shan't go on about how black his face was that night & how I got 'lectured'.. (Thank goodness I got there within 5 minutes otherwise.. hohoho)
The night ended at 6am, headed to his place and slept only at 7/8am. Shag.

Sean Kingston's party all night, so ept, so ept.

2011-01-21T14:07:00.007+08:00

UWS S'pore; I touched a slimy stingray on 1/1/11!

LOL.

Cool rightttttttttt :D

The chio rayban!

On the first day on the year, we went to Underwater World Singapore! (Promotional price: $14.60 / Usual price: $22.90) What a deal right :D I swear we felt so touristyyy. It was hell crowded that day because the entire place was flooded with tourists! Ohhhhhhhmg seriously please.

It wasn't exactly interesting because it was my second time there in my 19 years of life. Honestly, once is enough. However if you haven't been there yet & would like to do something different on the weekends, you should take a look at what's in UWS.
The must do things when you visit UWS:
01. Go to the touch-pool like & touch the water creatures! (You've to touch those creatures at least once!!)
02. Catch the dolphins & fur seals show! Get a glimpse of how amazing these creatures are, especially the dolphins!
03. Treat your feet to the fish reflexology. (Although it's definitely much cheaper outside as compared to UWS)

& that's about it!

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(I'm home on Friday afternoon! What a rarity.)
It's almost the weekend! (YAYYY)
PS. For those who are interested, there will be free entry for ladies to Butter tomorrow night! :>
Okay, Nana tonight! Till then!

2011-01-19T17:39:00.003+08:00

The Crossover; Countdown 2010/2011

Club Nana

Joan dear! :)

Pretty couple! :)

Last of 2010/First of 2011!

Another Phuture-look-alike scene

Fishing ahpeks

Hahaha! The cute old man.

Pictures from some 20days ago. Countdown was at Nana. We were supposed to meet Joan & Cheeyong at Zouk but didn't in the end, thanks to slightly-drunk-boy..  tsk >:(

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ANNOYING, ANNOYING, ANNOYING!!

"Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them!" Sometimes I can't help but to agree! I don't read minds although I wish I could, so tell me about it!!! Seriously. *Breathe*

I can't believe Chinese New Year is just round the corner. So soon! December felt just like yesterday, seriously. The season to be jolly is always the best month of the year & it's already over just like that. It's going to be another 11 months before the next December. Sian. Can new year not come so soon? I'm not in the mood to go visiting and happy-new-year(ing) yet. Y-e-t.

New tracks on replay: Nelly ft. Kelly Rowland - Gone / Jessica Mauboy - Dance It Off / Sean Kingston - Party All Night / Wynter Gordon - Dirty Talk / Kanye West - All Of The Lights / David Guetta Ft. Rihanna - Who's That Chick / Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me / LMFAO Ft. Lauren Bennett - Party Rock Anthem

2011-01-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

With hearts in love, we'll find.

2011-01-16T00:28:00.004+08:00

Azzura (Part2)

Okay, that's all for Azzura. More pictures from countdown & whole lot of others .. tsk.

I realised that I've been pretty unreasonable these days! (horrible!!) I'm so spoilt thanks to my boyf. Can't believe how I will make a big fuss over trivial issues which are not worth mentioning here lest I want to get laughed at. Seriously..
I think he has been giving in to me so much to the extent that I just want things MY way now. This is bad, real bad. Okay, I should and will stop behaving this way. Promise*

Could somebody tell me if my wisdom teeth are growing? (I don't want to visit the dentist anytime soon!) My gum at back of my mouth feels weird.. like seriously weird. Initially, I was feeling it on the bottom right, then bottom left and now upper left. OMG. Am I imagining things? Perhaps I should stop scaring myself and just drink more water. Ohhhmygwadhhsxz. Not again, pleaseeeeeeeee.

It's Sunday once more.

2011-01-12T00:21:00.004+08:00

MOUSTACHEYYY SHITHOT CUTE PICTURE.
SORRY, I'VE BEEN INFLUENCED BY WILSON ANG & HIS FAV WORD!

2011-01-10T21:33:00.008+08:00

Sentosa Azzura (part1)

WE GOT HIGH ON CHLORINE. HAHAHAHA.
AWESOME TIME WITH THESE CRAZY GIRLS!!
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Saturday was Zirca/Rebel/Nana till 6am.
Okay okay, I hope I can stop at least till June. (Got lectured by them for going to zirca/rebel. Hahahaha.) Promise.

Damnnnnit. I actually lied to myself about avoiding candies & chocolates because I'm eating them now!! I still chose sweets over my tooth! Ahhh, seriously. Okay but at least I'm conscientiously brushing my teeth 3 times daily!!! :)

2011-01-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

Zouk part 2

The forever so unglam girl.

Flaming lambo!!

ALL OF US AGREE THAT THIS WAS THE BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT!
HAHA. AWESOME MAN.

The two girls who got high on lambo before all of us did.

Hydrating ourselves at 4/5pm.

PS. Remaining are on fb.

5th day of 2011.
I'd say 2010 was a relatively pleasant year & I believe 2011 will be a even better one.
This year, I definitely have to learn how to be contented with my lot. Why, because contentment is one of the routes to happiness.
This is merely one of the many things I have to learn in 2011.

2011-01-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

First post of 2011.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

In 2010, I ...
01. cried over my A-levels result.
02. didn't turn up for NIE's teaching interview.
03. witnessed B's POP & can't wait for his commissioning parade which is taking forever to come!
04. went fishing for the first time ever.
05. started clubbing at legal age & kind of got addicted.
06. had the best picnic with Joan, Cheeyong & B.
07. went to Night Safari's Halloween Horrors & got freaked out.
08. sat through the NDP rehearsal wearing a poncho.
09. had a flaming tower on my birthday.
10. welcomed the cutest but smelliest dog to B's family. Nano!
11. drank the most disgusting alcohol on earth, Bombay Sapphire.
12. dragged myself to the dentist.
13. still didn't overcome my fear of visiting the dentist!
14. had one of the best birthdays ever.
15. got asked to join some social escort company. (What the fcuk right, seriouslyyyyy!)
16. started brushing my teeth 3 times (almost) daily.
17. had too many crazy & awesome nights.
18. got my shoes stolen!
19. witnessed a CPR outside the club.
20. realised that I should really stop taking things for granted!

Nothing really significant actually..
& one of my new year's resolutions is that in 2011,
I SHOULD STOP DRINKING TOO MUCH because ..
alcohol will corrode my teeth,
alcohol will give me a huge belly
& alcohol is bad.

PS. Went to Nana for countdown cum Dom's birthday celebration & UWS over the weekend.
Okay, that's all for now.
I've so many pictures to upload. BRB!

2010-12-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

Zouk part1 (Picture credits to Ling!)

Looking sane because we were too crazy for pictures.

T told me I looked totally high & wasted when he saw me that night. I was like, "I haven't even had a drink when I bumped into you!" Seriously.. hahahahaha.

2010-12-27T14:36:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii. I know I haven't updating this space with proper entries. I was pretty upset and troubled over a hole in my tooth for at least the past 1 week. I swear I really was. Can't believe how a decayed tooth could affect me so much. & then I'd realised that it wasn't just a little hole which will disappear on its' own that I'd decided to make a dental appointment. I was soooo reluctant but I knew that I really had to go. Fyi, visiting the dentist is one of my greatest fears ever. I'm not kidding because I seriously dread going to the dentist. Okay, I've to admit that crying at the dentist is nothing unusual to me. It's a since young thing. It's a fear which I doubt I can ever overcome.

Okay and so, I did 3 fillings in total. I was told that I'd to monitor the decayed tooth because the hole was pretty deep. Filling was done but I'm still reluctant to bite or chew anything on that particular spot. If it still continues to hurt or anything, I've to extract that tooth and do the what shit root canal thing!!! O.M.G. To me, that is probably one of the worst news of 2010. Do you know how painful is the root canal treatment?!! It's unbelievably painful and I NEVER want to try it. Okay, whatever said, that is only if the tooth continues to decay. I'm sooooo going to take good care of it!!! I'm so going to avoid eating sweets & all those yummy food! I don't even have the appetite to eat these days because of the tooth. So sad right!!! Ahhh I think I'm too paranoid but whatever, as long as I don't have to extract my tooth, I'll do anything. I'm brushing my teeth 3 times daily now!!! I can't believe I'm beginning to hate the idea of putting solid food into my mouth which requires chewing. Say that I'm over-reacting or whatever, I don't care because I'll NEVER put myself through another torment like this. 178$ for a traumatising experience. No thanks! Never again.

PS. So please, tooth, please recover. I promise I'll treat you well :(

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Okay, enough about the tooth story. It's supposed to be a season to be jolly but as you can see, I didn't have a really merry x'mas. Had a mini X'mas party cum ahma's birthday celebration on the 25th with cousssszzz ♥

Noella's mini birthday celebration @ Timbre!

(Credits to Lihuan)

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Two weeks back!

♥♥♥

You should really catch "Hello Stranger" if you haven't done so! A really funny and cute comedy romance. Definitely worth the watch! I'll rate it 4 out of 5! Other than the unexpected ending
which didn't give the story a proper closure, it's an AWESOME show!

"Gulliver's Travels" on the other hand isn't as good as expected. I'll rate it no more than 3. Probably just a 2? Thumbs down.

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Okay, I'm done with a pretty long & messy blog post. It's Monday anyway! X'mas weekend is over and it's the New Year's weekend this week. YAYYY. Another long weekend ahead! That reminds me, I've to upload the Zouk pictures & Azzura/Sentosa pictures.
Wokayz, till then!

PPS. I just slept for 12 hours! Sleeping is definitely one of the best things to do on earth!

2010-12-25T01:37:00.003+08:00

I need some form of escape. Even if it's momentarily, it doesn't matter.
I'm scared. I really am.

2010-12-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

From high on lambo to high on chlorine!

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Frigging shag weekend! I haven't had real fun since forever but last weekend was awesome. Awesome is merely an understatement, seriously. Was just c.r.a.z.y.
Sometimes I just can't believe how everything could happen and end so abruptly. It was just too abrupt, really. Oh well.
I miss that night.

2010-12-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

HIGH ON FLAMING LAMBO @ ZOUK!

Last night was one of the craziest nights ever. Everrrrr man.
We hit the dancefloor for the second time after the flaming lambo and got totally, yes I mean totally, high, crazy & wild. We didn't exactly lose control, but we were just high. Really high on lambo! It felt as though the lambos were drugged, seriously! HAHA, kidding. Haven't felt so good in quite a while. It was damn crazy pleaseeeeee. On club high man, seriously. & we didn't go to bed till 6 am. Frigging shag, I swear.
I shan't elaborate what happened last night because what happens in the club stays in the club.
So cliche, but just let it be.

2010-12-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

I wonder what crazy or weird things we'll be doing tomorrow night. Can't imagine but so exciting. & no, I won't be drinking much because I don't want to have a HUGE belly. (Drinking too much does give you a HUGE BELLY!!) Wait, that girl wants to open her bottle of vodka. Tsktsk, never mind, we'll watch her get wasted :D

2010-12-12T16:57:00.003+08:00

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man, yeah

xoxo

2010-12-10T21:03:00.006+08:00

27/11: Flu bug loves me, flu bug loves me not.

YAY, TGIFFFFF! Tomorrow's my favourite day of the week again!
Honestly, I've been eating a lot of junkies & IT'S BAD. Then again, who can resist the temptation of junk food?! So sinful, I know!! Plus my boyf LOVES fastfood, which means I've to follow suit!
FATTENING MAN.

Look what I've found - "How to kick a junk food habit"

01. Drink 8 to 10 glasses of water a day so that you don't confuse hunger with thirst. People sometimes reach for snacks thinking they are hungry, when their body is actually craving liquids. Water also speeds up the breaking down of carbs, which decreases sugar cravings. (Drink more water!!)

02. Eat regular, healthy meals throughout the day, without skipping, even if you're not hungry. Your body will cling to every fat calorie it has if it feels food is getting low. Eating a small amount before you are actually hungry will prevent overeating junk food and other food if you wait until you feel the cravings. (Perhaps I should start having the habit of eating breakfast)

03. Substitute healthier food for the junk food you think you crave. Try baked chips or peanuts when you want something salty. Buy fat-free ice milk instead of ice cream.

04. Allow yourself junk food one day per week. This helps you get through the other days of the week easier. It also shows you over time how much better you feel when you kick the junk food habit. (This doesn't work on me mannnnn. I can't resist eating gummies!! OMGGG, HARIBO = AWESOME)

05. Keep alternatives visible. Fruits in a bowl on the counter, below the cabinet you used to store junk food in, will help you combat the addiction. (Keep junks out of reach! I won't snack when I don't see them lying around, but when I do, I'll snack even if I'm not hungry! GREEDY, I know right.)

1 & 2 sounds good heh?

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I finally have something different lined up for me next week! Thursday will be like the song 'shaking my head' & Sunday will be like 'California girls'. HAHAHAHA, damn lame but whatever. At least I'm going to have some fun next week! :D

IT'S THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!

2010-12-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

Nutcases

HIIIII THESE ARE MY CRAZY FRIENDS AND WE LOVE DOING WEIRD THINGS LIKE DANCING TO RANDOM SONGS PLAYED ON THE STREETS OF ORCHARD ROAD (video on facebook) IMAGINE THE CRAZY THINGS WE ARE TO DO GET HIGH ON ALCOHOL AND DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY ON THE 16TH SO EXCITING I KNOW RIGHT CRAZY PEOPLE DOING CRAZY THINGS FTW
I KNOW I DON'T SOUND SANE BUT WE ARE ONLY NINETEEN

2010-12-04T00:02:00.005+08:00

CHEW'S G12 TESTING (1)

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This is precisely the reason why I refuse to take my medicine. Why on earth is there a poison labeled on it?!! (Okay fine, to begin with, I didn't even have the intention to take all the medicines.)

I'm telling you that you need to treat me right.

2010-12-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

12.21AM
WE LITERALLY SHOPPED TILL WE DROPPED. (DAMN SHIOK!)
IF ONLY I COULD HAVE ANOTHER DAY OF MC .. A.W.E.S.O.M.E.
I'LL TELL YOU WHY I REFUSE TO TAKE ONE OF THE MEDICINES PRESCRIBED IN THE NEXT POST.
THE Z-MONSTER HAS BEEN ATTACKING ME SINCE 2PM. I'M SO SLEEPY & I NEED TO SLEEP NOW. KAY, BYE.

PS. I was forced to drink honey lemon which B bought on Saturday & Sunday. & on Monday, I'd honey lemon again, thanks to T. Can I not have honey lemon anymore? :(

2010-11-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

Some 29 ♥♥

Infatuate: To inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love.

I'm this easily contented when it comes to you, baby. You don't know how much could the littlest things you do or say mean to me.
I love you & I love you ♥

On replay now: Because you loved me, Celine Dion
How Do I Live, Leann Rimes
(Old school, but I like :>)

xoxo

2010-11-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

Thursday.

S-L-E-E-P-Y

I'm having flu & a blocked nose all of sudden! Damnit :( I predict a sore throat is on its' way. I HATE FLU & SORE THROAT. BOOHOO. THIS IS BAD, REAL BAD :(
More rainy days ahead. December is in less than a week's time which means X'mas & New Year are round the corner! Listening to X'mas songs in malls & supermarkets makes me happy! X'mas songs are so blithely magical! *inserts smiley face*

PRETTYYYYY RIGHT? :D Heehee. I love my mini e-diary because this feature really adds a personal touch to my phone!! By the way, can somebody tell me why does it take such a long time (like 2-3h) before my phone gets fully-charged?! It's ridiculously long!!

PS. I think flu is making me drowsy. I see lots of used tissue paper on the table nowwww.. Tomorrow's Friday, at last!

2010-11-23T21:01:00.008+08:00

19TH, AWESOME.

Awesome people like them made my 19th AWESOME.
THANK YOUUU, ALL! :D

Gosh, why does my leg look so weird here. (NO, I didn't edit or anything.)

Look at the options they gave me. Who were the ones who wanted to club uh.

& like of course, the 5th suggestion belongs to him!

I've no idea what on earth was I doing.

The forever so cute couple :)

Flooding with kids & NS guys at PH!!! omggg.

Longchamp from Beeeeeeeee :)

A really pretty card isn't it? :D

(PS. Omggg, I look so weird in pictures lately..)
It was a surprise which I kind of expected (HAHA) because B & Chew were totally behaving so oddly in the past few weeks! Like obvious only lorrrr. Hahahaha I swear both of their reactions when super hilarious when they knew that they were about to give themselves away. LOL. Okay but still.. It was really thoughtful of them to plan a birthday surprise! :) Yay felt so loved! ♥♥ Heeheehee. It goes to show how attuned I am with my sixth sense. (It's really a Scorpio thing! Somehow I'll just know what to expect.. freaky.)
I suspected that B had arranged for them to come and they did! They tricked me into believing that I'd be called on stage to sing & dance! & I actually believed!! Kay, I'm so gullible. Y'know how I can be such an annoying whiner at times righttttt. Obviously it wasn't true & the thing which came up next was the 'Flaming Tower'. (I was told that it's something like the 'Flaming Lambo' & I totally didn't expect that!)

Cool huh?!!

They were like so certain that I'd get drunk after drinking that. I don't know why. The staff lit the tower with fire and poured alcohol down. The entire tower lighted up and the alcohol at the bottom was flamed up. That flaming tower got the entire bar looking in our direction! & after I drank that entire mixture of i-dont-know-what-alcohol, the entire bar started clapping & singing Happy Birthday. I was like, okay. OMGGG, it was kind of awkward. There were two other birthday souls and they'd the flaming tower as well! The gang was so proud of me because the two guys who had the tower didn't even finish the drink in a gulp. Awww.. HAHA. (Damn yaya rightttt but whatever!) I swear it tasted really weird. Not exactly awful, but it's just weird. YAH. I think everybody should have that on their birthday! Something different, like a replacement for the birthday cake. (HOHO. B shall have that for his next birthday.)

Left for PH after knowing that Butter will be having a raid that night (inserts sad face)The LED lights & lightstick culture thing @ PH was totally O-M-G. (roll eyes) Thank goodness we'd free entry because the guys were Safra members. Otherwise, it'd have been such a waste of money! Seriously.

Okay, I should stop. (Yucks, I've just typed a compo-like post.) It's so unlike me to have such a detailed post. Ah, but once in while..
In a nutshell, I'd a awesomely fabulous 19th birthday with the really awesome people! It was so awesome that I can't stop raving about how AWESOME it was. Really appreciate all that! :D

According to dictionary.com,
Happy; characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy

Happy Birthday to all November babies!

2010-11-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

24/10: Mini surprise!

Mini birthday surprise/celebration for Liru & I with my dearest girlfriendssssssssss ♥
Both of us were totally clueless about it and we actually sang 'Happy Birthday' to each other! It was so hilarious how the both of us were giving each other the weird look, like, hello aren't they celebrating YOUR birthday? & that got the girlfriendsss burst out laughing. Yeah, our birthdays are exactly a month apart, right Flabby? :D

Oh anyhows, I've finally re-coloured and cut my hairrrrr. Look at how gross my hair was 3 weeks back!! I still believe that a girl's hair is really important and it actually changes everything.

On a random note, I really wonder how some people could never get sick and tired of their another half.(Okay, I'm not saying that I'm sick of my Wilson Ang. I love him & I still do ♥♥) Are they putting up some false pretense or is it like for real?? Y'know how some people try so hard to be that perfect someone in front of others right? I mean, seriously. Probably it's like how love will eventually become a habit, a responsibility. Is this like a transition whereby every couple will go through? You'll be so used to everything of the other and that's when you will start taking things for granted. Feelings? What are feelings by then? Honestly, will we even bother? Think about it man. A relationship turning stale? O.M.G. what? How did the first time even feel like? Where's that, oh-so-shy feeling? Yes, I truly believe that a couple should & need something special or different to spice things up at times. Oh so cliche you may say, BUT that is exactly how you keep things going. Hello, we're talking about effort here. Suddenly I feel that marriage could be a really scary thing.
Waittttt, I'm only 19. Why on earth am I thinking about all these? I'm thinking a lot huh?

Kay, that's all for now. I'll be back with my birthday post :D Byeee!

2010-11-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

FEELS LIKE A TEENAGE DREAM.


SURPRISE, SURPRISE!!


Timbre --> Butter --> Powerhouse.
AWESOME PEOPLE MADE MY 19TH BIRTHDAY AWESOME. I SWEAR THEY ARE REALLY AAAAAWESOME PEOPLE! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING & EVERYTHINGGGGG! I'm a happy happy girl on cloud nine :D
They were so certain that I would get drunk after the Flaming Tower. Hahaha! Noooo, it didn't kill me! 3 towers for you on your birthday kay, B?!!
A.W.E.S.O.M.E.N.E.S.S.

ps. Thank you baby for all these! The best feelings are those which have no words to describe them & y'know what? You're always, always giving me such feelings. I'm really thankful for you & everything.
I love you. So. Much. So. Much. ♥

TBC SOON!!! :D

2010-11-12T20:00:00.013+08:00

Happy Sat contd; HALLOWEEN @ NIGHT SAFARI!

worth 180$

I was totally freaked out by this harmless looking geisha!

The dolls looked damn evil.

15mins of non-stop screaming

crowded like what.

Cont'd post from my Happy Saturday; Halloween Horrors @ The Night Safari!
It was a night of non-stop screaming for Joan & myself. I really mean NON-STOP. The guys weren't even like frightened whereas the two of us kept screaming like helllllllll. The walking zombie at the entrance .. OMG, I got frightened just by looking IT (it or him, whatever uh) Frigging lousy. The harmless-looking geisha .. SHE GAVE ME CREEPS JUST BY STARING AT ME. She was literally floating around. FLOATING. Joan caught the geisha smiling to herself because she, a harmless-looking geisha, even managed to scare someone like me. GOES TO SHOW HOW TIMID I AM. LOUSYYYYYY MAX.

The haunted house was seriously the highlight. It just SO happened that we were the first ones to enter! Walao, Joan & I actually begged the guys to not lead the rest! We were like this terrified please. It was actually quite hilarious because I didn't actually see much in the house. My eyes were closed most of the time while B dragged me along. I even burst out laughing at one point in time because Joan refused to move even when I pulled her! Can you imagine? I was screaming & yet laughing at the same time!! Who on earth will do that?! Funny please. The two of us totally embarrassed ourselves ttm. I couldn't emphasize how loudly we were screaming and how we got many heads turning to look at us. Well, girlzzzzz are still girlzzzzzzzz.

ANYWAY, TO CONCLUDE, THE ENTIRE THING WAS GOOD. Wait, GOOD IS MERELY AN UNDERSTATEMENT.
Go next year & you'll be able to experience the halloween horrors. Howeverrrrrrr, thinking again, $45 per person for an experience like this, I don't know if it's really worth the money.
FABULOUS DAY WITH AWESOME PEOPLE ♥♥ (really really really!!)
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I've been moody like a bitch since the start of the week. 10mins more to my birthday. This year is so unlike the other years whereby I'll get really excited and all for I-dont-know-what. I seriously do not know what the hell is wrong with me. Period, I guess. Dammnit y'know. Honestly, I do not want to spoil the day tomorrow. I hope I wouldn't. I really do not want to do that, really :(
I should like c-h-e-e-r-u-p-s-x-z-z.

2010-11-10T23:27:00.004+08:00

Breathe.

There's a reason why people say you will feel better after crying out loud as compared to silent weeping. For you only have yourself to console yourself, how much better would you feel?
I totally hate the way I'm behaving. It's disgusting. This is crazy, I really need to learn how to breathe. I couldn't even remember when did suffocation start creeping onto me. I need to scream.
You are not me, you don't understand.
You. Don't.

2010-11-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

December 2009

I really wonder where would I see myself 5 years down the road.
Tour-guide? News-broadcaster? Reporter? Wedding planner? Match-making agent? DXO? Interesting occupations but not exactly realistic. I can't believe I'm saying this but should I reconsider teaching? I'm fickle-minded like this. I know it myself.
I'm really hopeless when it comes to making decisions, even over the slightest things!! I'm not kidding y'know. This is reallyyyyyyyyyyy terrible. I wish I could stop all these indecisiveness and decide what I really want to do in future. Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

2010-11-04T21:12:00.004+08:00

One of our lazy Saturdays ..

NANO LOOKS SO ADORABLE SITTING THERE!! meow.

cutesyyyyy

THANK GOD THE DAY IS OVER.
Just my luck, seriously. Tell me why is life is so unfair? It is, okay. It's never fair in the first place. Never. Every thing annoys me today. & I mean EVERYTHING. I know rightttttttt, what a short-tempered bitch I am.
Sigh. TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. It will be, it will be. Tell me this is not some form of self-denial. OKAY, LONG WEEKEND AHEAD.
*Be happy, be happy, be happy*

I came across a list of phobias on a certain page & realised that I've phasmophobia, entomophobia, musophobia, galeophobia & thalassophobia! Timid like a mouse.

Omg & it's already November.
I hope something ~~better~~ good will happen to me. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
PS. Ask me something to keep me entertained. I'm bored like this.
formspring.me/tracysays

2010-10-31T16:04:00.010+08:00

151. Timbre @ Substation

Erdinger

What on earth was tbe meow doing there?

(Okay, I thought I should take a break the 'Sun & Safari' posts!)

Met up with these girls after eons! Secondary school days seem like a long time ago, really. I could still remember how mel, zee & I would bring an extra set of uniform to change out after the morning spotchecks. I can't believe we actually did that! Frigging ridiculous. Hahahaha.
What to do? St Marg's is extremely strict. Okay, so lame please. Hahahaha, we've all been through this, so tell me what's new?

Anyhoos, remember Bacardi 151? It being on the rocks was ... Omgggsxz. Okay, I think you know what I mean.

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It's Sunday once more & I'm home.
Unlike many others, I didn't spend the Halloween weekend partying away neither did I spend it watching horror films. Instead, I caught a really really AWESOME (yeah, awesome again. my vocab is limited like this) MOVIE. You should go & catch it if you've not seen it!! "Life As We Know It", thumbs up. Baby Sophie is irresistibly cute enough to melt hearts!

Quality time spent. I can never describe how much I enjoy his presence. The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them. It's so true, so true. ♥
(draw hearts; draw smiles)

2010-10-28T20:48:00.011+08:00

PICNIC PART 2!

Awesome people :)

AT LAST!!

Monkey alert.

Totally love the pictures taken on self-timer! Ultimate candidness, happy moments x10! ♥
Picnic was a blast, seriously. We came prepared with all the food & junkies, different types of camera, x-mini, music & a kite. In fact, we bought & made too much food! We'd to throw away most of the food (including my hamburger gummies which melted!) because all the food turned bad after being laid under that kind of sun for a few hours. It was SCORCHING HOT. We could like roast a pig, seriously.
I WANT TO GO PICNIC WITH THEM AGAIN.
TO SAY THAT PICNIC WAS AWESOME IS JUST AN UNDERSTATEMENT.

delightedgal91.

Tomorrow's Friday! (AT LAST)
Weekends are like the best medicine to the dreadful weekdays.
What else can I say? :D